happiness!!

I love that just a few minutes with my niece Daisy can make my heart smile all day. We were at the laundry the other day and she put my shades on her Henry. It was adorable. She said he was cool now. :)

The same goes for my nephew Mason. He is growing bigger and bigger everyday. I love his face!!













Me and my sisters have been taking a lot of adventures lately. We somehow always end up at Tempe Town Lake. Now we can document our travels with my new camera. :)









In other latest news, my birthday was yesterday!! I am now 25 years old. My good buddies called me and wished me a happy bday. and some even stopped by to give me gifts. One buddy drove 4 hours to go dancing. And dancing we did!! haha. me the dork I am forgot my camera in the car it was too far and too cold that no one wanted to go back to get it. oh well. we have one blurry pic. Thank god for my sister's camera phone. Then, sunday night my friend Mary took me out to dinner. We went to my old work. I have a pic with my bday cake there too. It was nice to talk and relax and see old friends. Then, Monday my actual bday was kind of a sad day. I had a series of memory dreams about my son the night before so I woke up sad and depressed. It didn't help that it was rainy and cloudy and cold. I just laid inside under a blanket all day. Thank goodness for my sisters! We went to PF Changs for a sister dinner. They brought their babies. :) We had lettuce wraps and honey chicken. yum. And I had another bday cake! Carrot this time. Then, afterwards we went home to my mom's and I had another bday cake. Double chocolate with chocolate chips and strawberries!!! super yum. we didn't have any candles so I did it all rez and lit a match. It was perfect. The fam was all there, we had cake. beautiful.


but you know what was still confusing? I still miss Dustin. through all the happiness that day I just wanted to lay in his arms and forget feeling so sad and alone. :(