News...

so i found out last week that i am pregnant. i'm shocked...excited and scared all in one. First of all...they told me i couldnt get pregnant again...2nd of all...will it happen again. I'm really trying to stay positive but those thoughts linger and make me apprehensive to be fully happy. the memories of before when i was completely happy come back as well as what happened the day after i felt that way. somehow being happy is always hand in hand with bad news for me. :( i'm just leaning on my family and friends for support through this. :> they are the best and i love them for that.