Tuesday, June 8, 2010

a nice surprise...

i had an interesting last couple of days. It seems that I've been given a chance to see that there are still nice guys out there. for so long i've been under a spell of a not so nice guy who pretended to be good. i still love this guy so much though and that makes things confusing.

it was just nice for someone to sit me down and see me and say hey how are ya? tell me about the hardest time in your life. describe to me a love that i have not felt before. and it was nice to be held...held like i was the most delicate thing on the planet and i could shatter at any moment. and it was strange that these things feel so foreign but if you had the horrible chance of being heartbroken and shattered than you would understand why. i'm slowly coming out of the fog and it's a new world...

and it was just nice to laugh...to converse...to sit with other people besides my family. i've cocooned myself for the past couple months and i feel a little like a butterfly...emerging once again. :>

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